11 bulan mencari mr. right...

Assalamualaikum...

Tgk tajuk entri kali ni mesti org terkejut. haha. tp ade btulnye jugak. esok dah februari. bermakna ade 11 bulan lg thn 2012 dan ia jugak bermakna 11 bulan lg umur 25. dan...11 bulan lg masa yg ada utk mencari mr. right. -__-

so, how right is right? org mesti kate nk yg beriman kan. but how do u know iman seseorg? dgn pakaian? pakaian tu hanya luaran. boleh ditipu. kdg2 lain luar, lain dlm. biarlah yg biasa2, yg penting menjaga solat, akhlak baik, no smoking please! animal lover (esp cats), boleh get along well dgn family, can a good father to my children and can be my best friend. =) amboi, berangan...haha. ini bukan angan2 tp doa. harap2 Allah makbulkan. ameen...and I guess I have to be a good person first before I can meet one.

oh mr. right, where are you... I don't know how and where to find you so I pray that Allah will bring you to me one day... Sebenarnye Allah dah tentukan jodoh kite. Cuma kita xtahu bile dan siapa orgnya. Jadi, bersabarlah. InsyaAllah...hari itu akan tiba juga.

wasalam...

(p/s: nanti nk buat entri psl my dream wedding pulak lah. haha...)

Wedding Maria

Salam,

Minggu ni mintak cuti ahad lg sbb ade wedding kwn skali lg. kali ni my ex-smkjp fren, Maria. she's my ex-classmate from form 1 smpaila form 5. satu geng jugak. kami ade 6 org satu geng. myself, maria, saleha, jue, huda and minah. td dptla jumpe jue dgn saleha. minah dgn huda xde, diorg pegi yg kat jengka punye. dpt jumpe kwn2 lain jugak - rose, umi, si kembar shima & shila. so, dh 2 org dlm geng ni yg kawen. soklan biase...who's next? just wait n see...hehe...

Anyways, congrats buat Maria & Fitri. Akhirnye kawen jugak korg ye. hehe. I'm happy for u guys. Smga dikurniakan kebahagiaan dunia & akhirat. ameen...

Kenduri Paim

Salam,

Hari ni cuti. Pegi kenduri Paim & Aslam kat seksyen 32 td dgn jasmine and alia hamzah. sesat sampai ke Klang. dalam sejam gak la sesat. pastu patah balik ke shah alam tggu zue dgn shafnah kat sacc mall. sbb kakak shafnah tau camne nk g sane. smntara tgu diorg, singgah jap kedai beli roti sbb dh lapa. ape lagi, bising la diorg, jelez sbb sy cuti. haha. jumpe sal dgn husband die on da way nk jln ke rumah pengantin. sekali salah rumah daa....wat malu je. nsb baik xmsuk lg. patutla semacam je tgk. haha. rpenye silap lorong. lorong kecik je, xnmpk. jumpe aishah dgn dilah kat sane. juniors pun ade. bertolak kul 1, kul 3.30 baru smpai. pdhal dlm shah alam je. sesat punye pasal...haha.

anyways, tahniah buat sahabatku fahimah dan pasangannya aslam. semoga berbahagia hingga akhir hayat. all the best jugak dlm menghabiskan setahun lg kat adelaide. sronok dpt jumpe kwn2 adelaide semula. missing the good memories together. =) next week wedding maria plak. nk pegi dgn sape plak ni ek. hmm....

that's all for now. wasalam...

Sometimes it hurts...

Salam,

This week free sket sbb xyah OT dr hari selase smpai ahad. sbb ade org tu nk buat OT nk ganti cuti 4 hari. haha. and ahad ni cuti sbb nk g wedding paim. yeay!

Talking about wedding...supposedly it make you happy right? but somehow, I feel hurt inside. I am happy for my friends but sad at the same time. why? because they have found their other half but I'm still not.

Tibe2 emo plak. ni gara2 ternampak gamba one of my friends dgn pengantin ally iskandar & pasangannye farah lee. all i know is farah tu student korea and she is younger than me! Jelez! I know i shouldn't but it can't be helped. not because i like ally iskandar or anything, just because people are getting married like it is very easy. Ye, sy tau, jodoh pertemuan di tgn tuhan. Jawapannye pasti ada. satu hari nanti.... I just hope that Allah will give me strength.

And here I copied a friends' status on fb yg boleh beri sedikit ketenangan buat jiwa ini. Thanks friend. =)

Aien Makhtar

Janganlah kamu yang sudah berkahwin mempersendakan pada mereka yang belum berkahwin .. Janganlah kamu berbangga sudah berkahwin kepada mereka yang belum berkahwin .. Kerana mereka yang belum berkahwin itu , ALLAH telah mengaturkan jodohnya yang baik-baik.. dan mereka yang belum berkahwin itu , ALLAH telah mencintainya dan bukan sebarangan orang yang boleh menyentuh hatinya.. ♥

( credited to Rahayu Md Amin)

- sob2. ternangis plak. tenanglah duhai hati... oyasuminasai.

A surprise visit from PM!

Salam,

Today was a .... day. I don't know how to say it but it was a once in lifetime opportunity. Our PM, yes, the prime minister came to visit the bakery I work at. gile lah, tibe2 sume org serbu kedai tu, dgn reporter2, pengawal2, polis etc... lampu2 camera yg menyakitkan mata. and I was talking with PM. Sbnrnye PM dtg sbb isu naik harga sewa? I don't really know about that baru keje xsmpai sebulan, manela tau bende tu sume. pastu PM tnye mcm mana bisnes? I said Alhamdulillah, but everybody laughed. huh? is it wrong? mcm xikhlas je.. kata PM. oh, i don't understand. did i say anything wrong? dahla lps tu terjumpe pakcik2 mane tah and they said 'eh, ni yg keje kat kedai kek td tu kan? knape x ckp? org dh bg pluang cakap xnk cakap... ' eh, ape ni? ckp ape plak ni? sy baru keje kat situ, sy xtau pape. tolong sy....aaa.... ade plak org rtm dtg interview, siap bwk cameraman, dgn mic lg. pastu ade 2 wartawan, sorg dr utusan, sorg dr mane tah, dtg blk kat kedai tu mintak name penuh sbb nk bubuh dlm paper. kot! seriously I don't want any of that. I just want to live a quiet life. but hey, it was a great experience though. kalu nk jumpe PM saje2 mmg xdptla. ni die sdri yg dtg. haa kan!

Anyways, I survived today. thank you Allah. wasalam. =)

Alkisah kedai roti...

Salam,

Hari ni cuti (dapat cuti) sbb org lain nk cuti gilir2 dr rabu smpai ahad. so, diorg suh sy cuti selasa. nk cuti sabtu xbleh sbb nanti xckup org. well, org dh bagi amik je la kan.

Sbnrnye dh 2 mggu keje kat kedai bakery tu. bleh dpt keje kat situ sbb tokey die org kmpg ummi. kalu ade ape2 hal sng sket nk mintak cuti ke. kalu keje dgn org lain mcm ssh sket. so, what did I do in these past 2 weeks? ok, mule2 kene buat sandwich. ade 4 jenis sandwich. pastu tlg isi2 inti cream puffs, tlg goreng2 donut. pastu celup donut dgn coklat and tabur choc rice. buat air, jaga cashier smbil tgk2 bhgn depan, sapu, mop, kemas2. lps tu up sket blaja buat swiss roll dgn chiffon cake. tgk resepi, timbang2, masuk mesin then campur perisa and pewarna, tuang dlm tray, bakar. pasni maybe blaja buat cream puffs plak. bende ni sbnrnye xdela susah sgt sbb penah je baking2 kat umah. so, adela basic sket2. I agree that experience is a good teacher. cuma yg lainnye buat dlm bigger scale and untuk dijual. kalu dlu buat sket2 and hodoh2 pun xpe sbb nk mkn sdri. tp yg ni xbleh la sbb nk bg customer mkn. kenela nmpk menarikkan.

Penat mmg penat. lagi2 kalu kene basuh tray yg bertimbun2. that is the most hateful part! xsuke! kalu setakat jaga cashier ok lg, xdela penat sgt. pastu serabut plak bile kene kejap buat keje kat blkg, kejap kene kluar balik bile ade customer. itu pun boleh thn lg. plg xtahan bile kene bebel. aduh...ni yg xbrp nk gemar ni. ade je yg xbtul. buat salah, xbuat pun salah. xpe2, smpai bln 4 je. bertahan!

Tp xdela sume xbest kat situ. the fun part is diorg suke ngarut2. asyik tersengih je duk kat situ. and I got a new nickname too! thay call me 'Ira'. sorry again? wahaha. ewww...geli2 gak mule2 tu. mcm mane la bleh jd ira. org ckp nazeera or zeera, last2 diorg pggl ira je. hahaha. klaka plak. oh ye, lagi satu dpt mkn free! mknla ape je yg nk dimkn. smpai xlalu dh tgk roti2 tu. air pun xpyh byr. cuma kalu nk mkn kenyang kenela beli sdri.

Org mesti pelik knp overseas grad mcm sy ni keje kat kedai roti je. yela, blaja penat2, ade degree in biotech plus hons in health sc tp kedai roti? why? is it wrong? keje ni halal ape. biasela, mulut org xbleh nk tutup. cakapla ape korg nk cakap. yg penting I know what I'm doing and not everything I do I have to tell evrybody. I do have plans and people don't know anything about it and I don't wish to tell them either. It's a secret. shhh....

Ok, dh mghrib. cau dlu. wsalam...

8 Jan 2012

Alhamdulillah...

It's 8 january again and now i'm 25. So many people to be thankful for. but 1st, thank YOU Allah for giving me the opportunity to live in this world. Jazakillah ummi kerana melahirkn, jazakallah abi krna membesarkn & mendidik. Thank you jugak to family & friends yg wish/doakan sy.

Although today i'm working, but i'm happy because i don't have to work OT. yeay! mungkin sbb dah belanja diorg kfc kot. haha. tp mmg dh ade niat before ni nk blanje diorg. dan ni la time yg plg seswai. i'm happy to see them happy. =D

Tak mcm selalu, besday kali ni i'm alone. but i'm happy. sbb smlm dh jln2 kat kl dgn fmly. jumaat mlm hr tu tdo kt sane, ade sogo member sale. hehe. ade la shopping sket2. beli baju, sluar, beg. xde baju dgn sluar nk g keje. hari2 baju bau roti. dah la kalu ot blk kul 9 mlm. bile mase nk basuh baju. weekends pun keje. tp skrg dh ade msn basuh baru yg auto! so, kalu xde ot tu bleh la basuh baju.

So, what does it mean to be 25? Dah smkn tua! suku abad! waaa... or more seriously dah boleh kawen! eh, bukan boleh, tp KENE kawen. and therefore i wish that i will find my mr right this year. whoever you are, only Allah knows. plus, smga diri ini diberi kekuatan mental & fizikal utk trus bkerja kat kedai bakery itu. huhu... (smpai bln 4). and i hope i can get kerja yg solehah, yg terjaga ibadatnya, masa dgn family dan weekends off. semoga dgn bertambahnya usia akan menjadikan diri ini insan yg lebih baik insyaAllah... =)

Thanks for today! =D

2012 and 25

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, dah msuk 2012 & dah setahun ade kat msia. skrg ni bru msuk 2 mggu keje kat kedai bakery. so far bleh thn lg w/pn kdg2 rs tensyen. rs nk nangis pun ade. yela, kite ni baru je keje bbrp hari jgn la banding dgn org yg dh keje bbrp bulan/thn. mmgla diorg buat keje cepat. kene mrh tu xpyh ckpla. tp tgk la keadaan dlu. kite buat satu keje xabis lg dh suh buat keje lain. bkn nye nk tlg. huhu...saba je la. kang lari baru tau. haha.

Esok, 8/1/2012 genaplah usia 25 thn. dh msuk fasa bhya ni. sbb ape? sbb kene kawen tp xde calon lg. don't ask me when and who. coz I surely don't know the answer. tggulah Allah bgtau satu hari nanti. insyaAllah that day will come. =) Entri ni tulis hr ni sbb esok keje. mesti kene OT smpai mlm. wuwuwu...T_T. How I wish I can stay at home tomorrow. sigh...

Sempena thn baru ni I hope I can get married this year and get a good job. nk carik keje yg 5 days a week. xnk keje weekends. and hopefully our family trip will come true! can't wait for that day! XD

That's all for now. I'm tired already. wsalam...