Tabahlah duhai hati...

Salam,

Hari ni off day lg. not being too good lately. i mean emotionally. getting annoyed by mr. stalker. hari2 kene kacau. keep ignoring him but he's so persistent. argh! just go away and leave me alone please! i need to avoid him everyday. it's tiring. maybe if i already have my mr. right then he won't disturb me anymore. but...mr. right...is nowhere to be seen right now. kdg2 rs tawar hati...huhu...

all i need to do is pray to Allah that he'll give me strength. bertahan! insyaAllah smpai bulan 4 je.

Jaa...

Thank you..for understanding. =)

Assalamualaikum...

I thought today will be a hard day for me sbb kene keje ot dgn kesihatan yg kurg memuaskan. but thanks to Allah for making them understand the pain that i'm going through. byk jugak la keje yg tertangguh. dgn tray x berbasuh, roti blum simpan, sorry guys. tp nk buat mcm mana dh xlarat nk buat apa2. just want to be home and rest. disebabkan dorg memahami dan sanggup tolong habiskan keje2, so sy pun belanja la aiskrim mcd. to say thank you. hope u guys enjoyed it.

another thing is, mulai hari ini, sesiapa yg x ot, waktu balik adalah pukul 5 . yeay! Alhamdulillah. dpt blk awal. sbnrnye bos nk jimat kos. sale kurg memuaskan. so, terpaksa la buat mcm tu. tp bgusla tu. boleh blk awal, xdela rush sgt sbb nk solat lg. ade hikmahnya bos buat mcm tu. mungkin itu lah yg terbaik. =)

Alhamdulillah...

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, hari ni dpt gaji bulan jan. =) duit zakat dh bg kat ummi, so nanti ummi setelkan. hajat nk bli phone baru disebabkan phone skrg pun dh bengong2. budget dlm rm300. nk yg ade wifi. nk gi usha2 la jumaat ni. sbb jumaat dpt cuti. nk pg byr bil, gi bank, pastu nk pegi memanjakan diri plak. ahaks! ;)

11 bulan mencari mr. right...

Assalamualaikum...

Tgk tajuk entri kali ni mesti org terkejut. haha. tp ade btulnye jugak. esok dah februari. bermakna ade 11 bulan lg thn 2012 dan ia jugak bermakna 11 bulan lg umur 25. dan...11 bulan lg masa yg ada utk mencari mr. right. -__-

so, how right is right? org mesti kate nk yg beriman kan. but how do u know iman seseorg? dgn pakaian? pakaian tu hanya luaran. boleh ditipu. kdg2 lain luar, lain dlm. biarlah yg biasa2, yg penting menjaga solat, akhlak baik, no smoking please! animal lover (esp cats), boleh get along well dgn family, can a good father to my children and can be my best friend. =) amboi, berangan...haha. ini bukan angan2 tp doa. harap2 Allah makbulkan. ameen...and I guess I have to be a good person first before I can meet one.

oh mr. right, where are you... I don't know how and where to find you so I pray that Allah will bring you to me one day... Sebenarnye Allah dah tentukan jodoh kite. Cuma kita xtahu bile dan siapa orgnya. Jadi, bersabarlah. InsyaAllah...hari itu akan tiba juga.

wasalam...

(p/s: nanti nk buat entri psl my dream wedding pulak lah. haha...)

Wedding Maria

Salam,

Minggu ni mintak cuti ahad lg sbb ade wedding kwn skali lg. kali ni my ex-smkjp fren, Maria. she's my ex-classmate from form 1 smpaila form 5. satu geng jugak. kami ade 6 org satu geng. myself, maria, saleha, jue, huda and minah. td dptla jumpe jue dgn saleha. minah dgn huda xde, diorg pegi yg kat jengka punye. dpt jumpe kwn2 lain jugak - rose, umi, si kembar shima & shila. so, dh 2 org dlm geng ni yg kawen. soklan biase...who's next? just wait n see...hehe...

Anyways, congrats buat Maria & Fitri. Akhirnye kawen jugak korg ye. hehe. I'm happy for u guys. Smga dikurniakan kebahagiaan dunia & akhirat. ameen...

Kenduri Paim

Salam,

Hari ni cuti. Pegi kenduri Paim & Aslam kat seksyen 32 td dgn jasmine and alia hamzah. sesat sampai ke Klang. dalam sejam gak la sesat. pastu patah balik ke shah alam tggu zue dgn shafnah kat sacc mall. sbb kakak shafnah tau camne nk g sane. smntara tgu diorg, singgah jap kedai beli roti sbb dh lapa. ape lagi, bising la diorg, jelez sbb sy cuti. haha. jumpe sal dgn husband die on da way nk jln ke rumah pengantin. sekali salah rumah daa....wat malu je. nsb baik xmsuk lg. patutla semacam je tgk. haha. rpenye silap lorong. lorong kecik je, xnmpk. jumpe aishah dgn dilah kat sane. juniors pun ade. bertolak kul 1, kul 3.30 baru smpai. pdhal dlm shah alam je. sesat punye pasal...haha.

anyways, tahniah buat sahabatku fahimah dan pasangannya aslam. semoga berbahagia hingga akhir hayat. all the best jugak dlm menghabiskan setahun lg kat adelaide. sronok dpt jumpe kwn2 adelaide semula. missing the good memories together. =) next week wedding maria plak. nk pegi dgn sape plak ni ek. hmm....

that's all for now. wasalam...

Sometimes it hurts...

Salam,

This week free sket sbb xyah OT dr hari selase smpai ahad. sbb ade org tu nk buat OT nk ganti cuti 4 hari. haha. and ahad ni cuti sbb nk g wedding paim. yeay!

Talking about wedding...supposedly it make you happy right? but somehow, I feel hurt inside. I am happy for my friends but sad at the same time. why? because they have found their other half but I'm still not.

Tibe2 emo plak. ni gara2 ternampak gamba one of my friends dgn pengantin ally iskandar & pasangannye farah lee. all i know is farah tu student korea and she is younger than me! Jelez! I know i shouldn't but it can't be helped. not because i like ally iskandar or anything, just because people are getting married like it is very easy. Ye, sy tau, jodoh pertemuan di tgn tuhan. Jawapannye pasti ada. satu hari nanti.... I just hope that Allah will give me strength.

And here I copied a friends' status on fb yg boleh beri sedikit ketenangan buat jiwa ini. Thanks friend. =)

Aien Makhtar

Janganlah kamu yang sudah berkahwin mempersendakan pada mereka yang belum berkahwin .. Janganlah kamu berbangga sudah berkahwin kepada mereka yang belum berkahwin .. Kerana mereka yang belum berkahwin itu , ALLAH telah mengaturkan jodohnya yang baik-baik.. dan mereka yang belum berkahwin itu , ALLAH telah mencintainya dan bukan sebarangan orang yang boleh menyentuh hatinya.. ♥

( credited to Rahayu Md Amin)

- sob2. ternangis plak. tenanglah duhai hati... oyasuminasai.