Back to Reality

Assalamualaikum...

Dah lame xupdate sejak brenti keje. so, what happened? Alhamdulillah, me and adik went to korea AGAIN on 28/4 - 5/5. then, abg and his family came from japan. dpt jumpe ikram, main2 dgn die. hehe. die dah pandai ckp sket2. kali ni pegi korea sbb nk shoping. byk gak hasil tangkapan. and this time it was spring. tp xdpt tgk cherry blossom sbb dh abis. wuwuwu...mcm biase, tempat yg kitorg pegi -itaewon, namdaemun, myeongdong, dongdaemun, pastu gi gak nami island, hanok village and lotte world (2nd time for me). but still, wpun ni dah kali ke-3 pegi sane, tetap rs blum puas. boleh x nk pegi lagi? aaa...nk tgk cherry blossom plak. autumn ke.

Ok, abis dah cite psl korea. and then comes the so-not-good part. back to msia means i become jobless again. plus still single some more. single and jobless...hmm... not a very good combi eh. ok, that means i have to continue to search again. Semoga Allah mudahkan urusanku. ameen...

And today, i got a good news from adik. she is accepted to jad. alhamdulillah...

Okla, gtg. my new 'baby' dah merengek. (found a poor kitty in the drain yesterday. wet and cold with no mommy. sob2...) till next time. wallahualam...

Counting days...

Assalamualaikum...

Sorry dear bloggie, I was too busy and tired to update. Plus, the internet connection was bengong2 for a week or so. It doesn't matter anymore. Bcs the most important thing is that I'm going to leave this sat. Can't wait to be free again. I'm too exhausted... I'm going to reward myself for the hard work that i've done. Well done maryam! You can survive more than 3 months so just another 3 days won't kill u right? Fighting! Smga Allah memberi kekuatan kpd diri ini. Ameen... =)

25 years and 2 months

Assalamualaikum,

Hari ni sy berusia 25 thn & 2 bln. which means i only have 9 months left. permudahkanlah segala urusan Ya Allah...

nk kluar rumah tp hujan. rumah tgh renovate kt bwh tp sy stay kt atas. bergegar2 kene gerudi. hmm...tggu org dtg amik tghri nanti. hope today will end well. insyaAllah ...

wasssalam...

Goodbye February, welcome March!

Assalamualaikum,

Today is 1st of March. baru dpt gaji bulan feb. alhamdulillah. dah bulan 3. ade tinggal lg 10 bln. just wait and see. Allah knows best. =)

wallahua'alam...

Tabahlah duhai hati...

Salam,

Hari ni off day lg. not being too good lately. i mean emotionally. getting annoyed by mr. stalker. hari2 kene kacau. keep ignoring him but he's so persistent. argh! just go away and leave me alone please! i need to avoid him everyday. it's tiring. maybe if i already have my mr. right then he won't disturb me anymore. but...mr. right...is nowhere to be seen right now. kdg2 rs tawar hati...huhu...

all i need to do is pray to Allah that he'll give me strength. bertahan! insyaAllah smpai bulan 4 je.

Jaa...

Thank you..for understanding. =)

Assalamualaikum...

I thought today will be a hard day for me sbb kene keje ot dgn kesihatan yg kurg memuaskan. but thanks to Allah for making them understand the pain that i'm going through. byk jugak la keje yg tertangguh. dgn tray x berbasuh, roti blum simpan, sorry guys. tp nk buat mcm mana dh xlarat nk buat apa2. just want to be home and rest. disebabkan dorg memahami dan sanggup tolong habiskan keje2, so sy pun belanja la aiskrim mcd. to say thank you. hope u guys enjoyed it.

another thing is, mulai hari ini, sesiapa yg x ot, waktu balik adalah pukul 5 . yeay! Alhamdulillah. dpt blk awal. sbnrnye bos nk jimat kos. sale kurg memuaskan. so, terpaksa la buat mcm tu. tp bgusla tu. boleh blk awal, xdela rush sgt sbb nk solat lg. ade hikmahnya bos buat mcm tu. mungkin itu lah yg terbaik. =)

Alhamdulillah...

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, hari ni dpt gaji bulan jan. =) duit zakat dh bg kat ummi, so nanti ummi setelkan. hajat nk bli phone baru disebabkan phone skrg pun dh bengong2. budget dlm rm300. nk yg ade wifi. nk gi usha2 la jumaat ni. sbb jumaat dpt cuti. nk pg byr bil, gi bank, pastu nk pegi memanjakan diri plak. ahaks! ;)